I'm up super early today-- and I didn't plan to be. It's kinda crazy. I don't think my body feeds off sleep anymore, but rather just coffee, reading, and good times. Sadly, I have to begrudgingly drag myself to precalc this morning and then I have breakfast with my favorite girls, and then have to get all pretty for the weekend. The arrival of a good friend has me a little excited. It's actually rather crazy to be honest.
Spring Weekend of my freshman year and I'm planning to make it amazing with great friends, great music, and great festivities. I might be a little excited.
Now, I just need to decide what to wear today for the arrival-- green or black dress.... hm, decisions, decisions....
Friday, April 17, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Some of my favorites, some old and some new
Best Friends
Family
Reading
Avocados
Stacy's Bagel chips "Simply Naked"- Nothing but sea salt
Flowers
Milano cookies -- stick with the original
Aquafina Water
Everything Bagels
Dove Dark Chocolate -- the ones with the nifty little messages in them!!
Wine
Purple
Yellow
Green
Dresses
Shoes
Traveling... well for now, thinking about doing it!
.... oh, the list continues!
Family
Reading
Avocados
Stacy's Bagel chips "Simply Naked"- Nothing but sea salt
Flowers
Milano cookies -- stick with the original
Aquafina Water
Everything Bagels
Dove Dark Chocolate -- the ones with the nifty little messages in them!!
Wine
Purple
Yellow
Green
Dresses
Shoes
Traveling... well for now, thinking about doing it!
.... oh, the list continues!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
trying not to procrastinate too much
I just realized last night that I have over 800 pages to read within the next 6 days and a huge precalc test on Monday. It kinda stinks, but then again it's college and that's the story of our lives. Homework, class, gym, and partying (of course.) Sometimes the party life lasts all week and then other times-- like this week it seems all I am doing is reading and trying desperately to get ahead when in reality I'm just playing catch up forever.
If I can study my butt off and get a descent grade on this precalc test and then possibly figure out exactly what my history professor wants out of this paper which is due in two weeks I'll be a happy camper, and also... yeah, finish all of this reading. I know I can do it... and I will do it- after a little procrastination (which I don't try to do, but I feel blogging is productive... right?)
This weekend is spring weekend and I'm going to Red Door Spa on Friday after class at Short Pump and then meeting my rentals (what I've called my parents for about 4 years now) at PF Changs for dinner. And then this weekend will be a weekend sans partying I do believe. Rather this weekend will be quality time with the books and trying to write papers. I could be going home this weekend, but I don't have a desire to given I'll be seeing my rentals on Friday and it just feels like a pain to go home. Instead, I'll stay here at school and hit the gym some, hopefully go for a run or two, and read- a ton. I'm thinking starting to study for finals would be a good idea.
And, I just noticed... I'm out of coffee creamer and milk... A trip to the store is needed!
If I can study my butt off and get a descent grade on this precalc test and then possibly figure out exactly what my history professor wants out of this paper which is due in two weeks I'll be a happy camper, and also... yeah, finish all of this reading. I know I can do it... and I will do it- after a little procrastination (which I don't try to do, but I feel blogging is productive... right?)
This weekend is spring weekend and I'm going to Red Door Spa on Friday after class at Short Pump and then meeting my rentals (what I've called my parents for about 4 years now) at PF Changs for dinner. And then this weekend will be a weekend sans partying I do believe. Rather this weekend will be quality time with the books and trying to write papers. I could be going home this weekend, but I don't have a desire to given I'll be seeing my rentals on Friday and it just feels like a pain to go home. Instead, I'll stay here at school and hit the gym some, hopefully go for a run or two, and read- a ton. I'm thinking starting to study for finals would be a good idea.
And, I just noticed... I'm out of coffee creamer and milk... A trip to the store is needed!
Monday, April 6, 2009
a week ago
A week ago today I realized that Kyle and I weren't the same and we wanted different things.
A week ago today I txted Kyle and thus began the break up, but I think the break up had been coming for a while.
A week ago today I started depending on myself to fill that void I felt the moment Kyle and I hung up the phone after that 5:43 second count down.
A week ago to I wanted to cry my eyes out, but realized I didn't have time for that.
A week ago today I wanted to go on the longest run of my life, like to another country.
And this week...
I have successfully been trying to live MY life. The past week I have realized a few things and some of them make me sad, but then again it also makes me happy to realize that I can move on and be a better person (I hope.) I realize that I don't honestly have time for anyone else in my life and I have to be selfish and be my first priority. It's just the way it needs to be right now, right or wrong it is what it is. I realized that I have an amazing support system and yes, Kyle was amazing while it lasted but now- I get by with a little help from my friends. They truly are amazing.
This past weekend...
I went to VT for an overdue visit to see my best friend and had an amazing time. There were a few moments of sadness, but really I had a great time and I should have gone sooner.
I know going home is going to be the real challenge, but I made this choice for a reason and it is what is best for me and him as well. It is just going to take some getting used to, I do believe.
"You have to take the best from whatever the situation is and go on."- Jimmy Buffett
... and btw, I'm going to his concert with my girlfriends in September!
A week ago today I txted Kyle and thus began the break up, but I think the break up had been coming for a while.
A week ago today I started depending on myself to fill that void I felt the moment Kyle and I hung up the phone after that 5:43 second count down.
A week ago to I wanted to cry my eyes out, but realized I didn't have time for that.
A week ago today I wanted to go on the longest run of my life, like to another country.
And this week...
I have successfully been trying to live MY life. The past week I have realized a few things and some of them make me sad, but then again it also makes me happy to realize that I can move on and be a better person (I hope.) I realize that I don't honestly have time for anyone else in my life and I have to be selfish and be my first priority. It's just the way it needs to be right now, right or wrong it is what it is. I realized that I have an amazing support system and yes, Kyle was amazing while it lasted but now- I get by with a little help from my friends. They truly are amazing.
This past weekend...
I went to VT for an overdue visit to see my best friend and had an amazing time. There were a few moments of sadness, but really I had a great time and I should have gone sooner.
I know going home is going to be the real challenge, but I made this choice for a reason and it is what is best for me and him as well. It is just going to take some getting used to, I do believe.
"You have to take the best from whatever the situation is and go on."- Jimmy Buffett
... and btw, I'm going to his concert with my girlfriends in September!
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